[Not really all that sentimental? right? Well, sorry if it is. It wasn?t intended to be! Just one of those ?in between? explaining sections. Boring, but needed.
Enjoy? if you can!

Cyreth tried vainly to sleep, but sleep eluded her. In the end, she gave up, and with catlike grace, she shifted easily out of her sleeping bag. Adjusting her original position, she sat on her bedroll, and shuddered.
Black memories of the shadow fire and the burning assaulted her with fervor at every second possible. She knew that to think deeply about it was to invite another attack, but she could not help it.
Her eyes ranged to the sleeping forms besides her. Imoen and Aran, fitted snugly in one another?s arms, were thoroughly baffling her. She scowled into the dripping darkness. Only Dirk and herself had been affected before. Why these two as well, now? And would everyone else follow suit? The thought was almost too torturous to bear; all nine of them rolling around on the ground in excruciating agony, helpless to do anything while enemies closed in.
?Cyreth, you should get some sleep.?
?I told you only a few days ago? Gods, it seems like a lifetime ago, to stop surprising me, remember?? Cyreth smiled sardonically. ?I?m beginning to think that that will never happen.?
?My apologies, my lady,? grinned Dirk as he moved silently to sit next to her on the bedroll. ?But you should get some sleep.?
?How about you??
?I?m on last watch, remember??
?Sorry. Yeah, I remember. That means we?re going to have to get going quite soon.?
?We?ve still got about an hour,? Dirk disagreed. ?You should get some sleep.?
?I would if I could. How about you got to sleep and I take over the watch??
?If thou art gifting mine heart a choice, mine lady, between sweet sleep and reveling in thine company, it is thine company I must undoubtedly choose. Mine heart could not decide otherwise.?
?Nor could mine,? Cyreth sighed, wreathing herself in the mists of Dirk?s crystal-clear gaze. ?Nor could mine.?
They stayed silent for a while, drinking in the other?s warmth and love. But when a cold gust of wind that came from nowhere hit Cyreth in full blast, and she shivered, Dirk finally spoke again.
?Are you? have you recovered from yesterday??
?Physically, no. Mentally, yes. This is getting a lot harder to bear, Dirk,? Cyreth hugged her knees. ?And I don?t know why Imoen and Aran are getting struck by it any more than I know why we are.?
?And you?re afraid the others will be affected as well,? Dirk murmured.
?Yes, I am,? Cyreth confessed. ?First us two, then Imoen and Aran? whose to say if everyone else won?t follow??
?We?ll work something out,? Dirk assured her. ?For now, though, I think only us four will be affected.?
?Why do you say that??
?Atheriel has the closest links to us, that?s why,? Dirk?s voice suddenly became serious. ?She?s been with me the longest, and she hit Aran with that magical blade.?
?What about Imoen and I, then??
Dirk exhaled. ?I?m thinking that your heritage??
?I?m a Bhaalspawn,? Cyreth summed it up easily, no hesitation or tremor in her voice. ?And so is Imoen. I see, now. So that?s why she?s picking on the four of us.?
?You?re calm,? Dirk noted.
?I?ve come to terms with being a Bhaalspawn. I won?t ever be able to change it. Not even the Solar or any of the Gods could change it. I might as well accept it.?
Halren ran a hand down the oak and sighed. The rough, yet silken smooth bark caressed his palm, and he felt infinitely at peace? or he would if he wasn?t in turmoil still inside.
Phandar Silver must be made to understand. And he only hoped that his son would prove to be less difficult.
Little did he know what was going on at just that moment in the Silvers' estate.
?Will you go, father?? Dirk asked eagerly. ?It isn?t too late!?
?No, Dirk,? Phandar told him coldly. ?I will not.?
Dirk stare at his strong-headed father in a mixture of anger and confusion.
?We have a gift, father. A gift that is meant to be used. And we will use it, no matter what we as individuals desire.?
?There is no will about it, Dirk,? Phandar turned away from him. ?I will not go and take the training, and you will not either.?
?No, I will go,? Dirk stated.
Phandar spun around, and glared into his son?s eyes. Sapphire met sapphire in a roiling clash, neither of them wanting to back down.
?I will go because I have to,? Dirk met his father?s burning gaze calmly. ?And you will find that you will use the gift in your life, whether you like it or not, and whether you?ve had the training or not.?
?No, I won?t,? Phandar disagreed.
?Yes you will,? Dirk reiterated. ?Our very blood is blessed by them. We cannot escape it. We cannot change it. Even the Gods cannot change it. Is it not better to accept the gift our lineage brings??
?It is no gift,? Phandar spat. ?It is a curse, a curse unasked for.?
?Life can be a curse just as it can be a gift,? Dirk retorted. ?You only have to look at it differently. I?m going.?
?Then you are no longer my son,? Phandar flamed with icy composure.
Dirk froze, color draining from his face as Phandar?s words hit him.
?So be it.?
?Dirk??
Dirk shuddered back into the real world, back into the darkness of the Order?s grimly changed building.
?Sorry, did I miss something??
?No, you just looked frozen? so far away.?
?I was right here? but I am still starting to remember things that I?ve forgotten,? Dirk?s face was creased with pain.
Instinctively, Cyreth reached forwards and enfolded him in her arms. ?What things?? she inquired gently.
?I had a fight with my father. He was refusing to take the training, yet I insisted I go,? Dirk closed his eyes as the pain of rejection hit him anew. ?He disowned me as a son.?
Cyreth?s eyes widened. ?But??
?Just before he died, he reclaimed me again, for he had finally realized and accepted. But too late? too late!?
Cyreth felt the gentle wetness as Dirk wept on her shoulder like any young child, and her heart melted as she gently crooned to him the words of a song that had flown into her mind.
At last, hiccupping, Dirk pushed away from her. ?I never cried about it,? Dirk disclosed somberly. ?I never did. Thank you.?
?Stop thanking me, Dirk. We?re in this together.?
?I am glad you are with me,? Dirk replied softly.
?As am I.?
The rest of the hour passed by too quickly, and before long, the two, wrapped in each other?s arms, were startled by Imoen?s hearty laugh.
?Hah! I knew it!?
?You know everything,? Dirk groaned as he turned to face the pink haired, grinning thief.
?I could say the same of you,? retorted Imoen.
?Well?? Dirk tried defensively.
?Give up, Dirk,? laughed Cyreth, gently removing his arm and standing up.
?Thanks,? Dirk pretended offense. ?And I thought you were on my side!?
?In that particular argument, never,? grinned Cyreth as she walked over to one of the packs, rummaging around for the bread, cheese and fruit that they had bought just before they?d entered the order.
?Well, what are we going to do?? Imoen asked restlessly as she finished her breakfast way before Keldorn managed to creak into his armor.
?Atheriel is still in here,? Cyreth clenched her fist as she looked into the darkness. ?And the Order has no chance of surviving if she?s still here.?
?The Order?s dead,? snorted Aran bluntly. ?You think any knights would have been left alive??
Keldorn winced, and was about to reply, but Jaheira got there first.
?There is a chance that some of the knights are alive,? Jaheira interjected. ?Not much of one, but there is a chance. Vampires like fresh blood, after all,? she reminded them coolly.
Aerie shuddered. ?Where would they be kept, then??
?Most likely in the cells as well,? Keldorn answered.
?But were we not in the cells yesterday?? Minsc asked.
?Yes, we were. But the area where the cells are is as large as the Order is, only it?s underground.?
Imoen whistled. ?Why would you need so many cells??
?It is the Order,? Maria replied before Keldorn could, talking for the first time since her last words with Atheriel. ?They deal with all manner of evil? from lowly goblins and gibberlings to trolls and ogres and city villains. They need cells to keep them all in.?
?Yes,? admitted Keldorn. ?Although that is not usually our way. The goblins and gibberlings we usually are forced to slay, for they come at us in waves.?
?But what of the others?? Cyreth inquired. ?The tan?narri and the demons, what do you do with them??
?We usually kill them on sight,? Keldorn told her firmly. ?They are evil. Only sometimes do we imprison them in special cells? and only at great need.?
?Great need?? mused Dirk. ?What would that be??
Keldorn was about to reply, when Imoen cut him off.
?Well, are we going to go to the cells or not?? asked Imoen, impatiently eying all of them. ?After all, we?re all done, right??
?You are, but I?m not,? Keldorn chuckled as he reached for another piece of bread.
?Do not speak ill of the Order,? Keldorn snapped as Aran opened his mouth to make yet another critical comment. ?We imprison those we must imprison and are a danger to society!?
?But how long do you imprison them for?? Aran argued.
?For as long as they need to be rehabilitated.?
?And that would be?? Aran asked sardonically.
?As long as they need to be,? Keldorn replied stubbornly.
?Keldorn, my friend,? Aran sighed, shaking his head. ?For a paladin and a master thief to be this close is against the law. But there are still things that we see differently.?
?What do you mean?? questioned Keldorn guardedly.
?Look at it this way. In my Thieves? Guild, we never imprison those who have spoken against us.?
Keldorn flushed angrily. ?Those who speak against us are evil, and we do not imprison them on the basis that they speak evil of us!?
?And the Shadow Thieves do not imprison people for more than a week? no matter how evil they are.?
?That is because you kill them,? Keldorn snorted.
?Is death not preferable to spending the rest of your life imprisoned? I would rather die than ever be imprisoned again!?
Aran?s face personified anger at the last sentence; anger and despair. ?Do you know what it feels like, paladin? To be entrapped underneath the ground and no way to get out? To see nothing but smooth material that defeats your every attack? To know that you might never see your loved ones again, and spend the rest of your endless days alone? To feel the minutes tick past like hours, knowing that you could remain here until the ends of the earth?! I would die a million deaths rather than face that again!?
Keldorn stopped, and caught his breath as the thief finished ranting.
?I?m? I?m sorry,? he apologized. ?I had forgotten.?
?Well I hadn?t,? Aran snapped.
?Forgive me,? the paladin asked simply.
Aran?s face underwent a multitude of expressions, and then finally sighed. ?You?re forgiven, Keldorn. I don?t know what came over me.?
?Nor I, me,? Keldorn shrugged. ?It is true that the Order is harsh when dealing with evil. But that does not make it inherently evil itself.?
?I think that there are no clear boundaries on good and evil, Keldorn,? Dirk murmured. ?I think that there never were. They have always been blurred together.?
?Why do you say that?? queried Jaheira intently.
?Cyreth, by nature, should be inherently evil. Imoen as well. But are they actually evil? No. They are the most? righteous force of good I have seen in a long time.?
?You remember?? Aerie inquired.
?I remember.?