Dancing through Tears, Chapter 5
No-one likes us humans, we don’t care
Normandy doesn’t have a full crew. In fact, it’s got a rather random selection of people on board. I make note of this as I carry Ashley into medical, where we’re lacking a doctor. That’s a problem I can do nothing about, as I carefully lay Ashley down on a diagnostic bed and remove the shatter remnants of her helmet.
And then, all I can do is stand there looking helplessly at her. I might be able to apply field dressings and medigel, but that isn’t enough for brain trauma. In fact, it’s exactly what The Book says not to do. There’s a crash as James drops the Cerberus machine on another bunk, but I don’t think he’s got any more medical training than me.
Liara leans over the bed and glares at me. “Ashley needs medical attention.” I know, but I can’t do something about that. “We need to leave the Sol system. Have Joker take us to the Citadel. They will be able to treat her there.”
That makes sense. “Joker!” I address the air, knowing he can monitor the ship. “Get us to the Citadel.”
“Yes, Commander.” At least he’s a familiar voice, if not face.
“Commander.” EDI is another one. “Admiral Hackett is attempting to contact you on the secondary QEC.”
“I’ll take it.” I turn round to leave, and notice the Cerberus mech. “See what you can get from that thing.” I look at Liara, and set off.
“Commander. Can yo... me? Ar.... ving this?”
Interference is making Hackett nearly impossible to understand. “EDI, can you clear this up?”
“I will try, Shepard.”
It doesn’t take EDI more than a few moments before she resolves the problems. Hackett comes through much more clearly. “Shepard, have you been to Mars? What happened there?”
“We got to the archives, Admiral. The Illusive Man had troops there too. Including a synthetic, that managed to download part of the data into it’s memory. Liara and EDI are trying to recover it.”
“I’m not surprised to hear Cerberus was there. Do you have any idea what they wanted the data for?”
“We speculated that anything that could destroy, or perhaps control, the Reapers was something the Illusive Man would be interested in, Sir.”
“That’s a sound theory. Cerberus are a wild card in all this. They may not want the Reapers to win, but they also want to come out ahead themselves.”
“I suggested that to the Illusive Man, that we needed to co-operate to survive. He dismissed the idea.” Behind me, the door swishes open, and Liara comes forward.
“Ah, Dcotor T’soni.” I shouldn’t be surprised Hackett knows her. “Do you have any idea what the data shows.”
“A ‘device’, designed by the Protheans.” She taps her omni-tool, displaying an unfamiliar object, an arrangement of spheres, antennae and gantries. “I cannot say yet what it does, but given the power output it would be capable of unimaginable levels of destruction.”
“Enough to destroy the Reapers?”
“I... cannot say. Not without more time to study the plans.”
“Send them to me. I’ll get the best experts I can find to look at them. If they concur, we’ll start gathering materials to construct this ‘device’.” He looks back at me. “What are you planning now, Commander?”
“We’re on our way to the Citadel, Admiral.”
“Good. We’ll need the Council’s if we’re to fight the Reapers.”
“And if they won’t support us, sir?”
“Then find a way.”
“Understood, sir. Also, Commander Williams was critically injured in the confrontation with the Cerberus mech. We’ll be seeking medical attention for her.”
“I’m sorry to hear that, Commander. But we both know she’s just one of many. This is going to get a lot worse before it gets better. Send me that data. Fifth Fleet out.”
I stare at the blank space where Hackett’s image was standing long enough for Liara to get worried. “Shepard?” I blink, and look at her. “I managed to get Ashley stabilised, but she needs proper medical treatment. The Citadel is the best place for that.”
“I suppose.”
"The admiral's right, isn't he. It's going to get worse."
"Unless we stop the REapers, yes." I head out towards the CiC.
She hurries after me. “At least Hackett is supporting mor research into the prothean data. I think it’s our best chance to defeat the Reapers.”
“Hmm.”
“I get the feeling you don’t entirely believe it, though.” Liara sounds sad, as I lean on the rail looking away from her.
“It’s hard to believe, yes.”
“Isn’t it worth a try, though? There’s no way we’ll defeat the Reapers conventionally.”
I pause for a moment. “I’m going to go and check what we have for a crew.” I start towards the cockpit.
“At least the Council can’t deny the existence of the Reapers any more. They have to support us now. Haven’t they?”
I stop and give her what’s half a grin and half a grimace. “It’s going to be a hell of a short war if they don’t.”
“Barely getting a pulse.” The medical team is rushing Ashley out on a stretcher.
“More IV. Move it along, there.” The turian seems to be in charge.
Rather than crowd them in the elevators, I step aside and halt Liara and James. “Where are you taking her?” I look at the turian.
“Huerta Memorial. Best care on the Citadel.” I nod at him in thanks.
“We aren’t going with?” James seems astonished by it, when I shake my head at him.
“We need to get ready for our meeting with the Council.” Liara may not sound happy, but she understands the main priority.
“Or perhaps they’re coming to us.” James points down the corridor leading to our docking bay. A C-Sec officer is coming towards us.
He holds his hand out when he gets close, and I shake it. “Commander.”
“Captain Bailey. Good to see you again.” For a moment, he grimaces.
“Likewise. Though, it’s ‘Commander’ Bailey now.”
“Congratulations?” He doesn’t sound happy about it.
“Meh.” He makes a disgruntled sounds. “I preferred it down in the wards. Now I spend most of my time playing gatekeeper for the Council and showing visitng dignitaries around. Ah, no offence.”
“None taken.”
“Anyway, I’ve been sent down to tell you that the Council are expecting, and are willing to see you, but they might be delayed owing to the Reaper invasion and all, and they’re sorry, blah blah, etc, etc. You might have time to go by the hospital if you want to see how your friend is doing.”
“Thank you. I might do that.”
“And I will go to Councillor Udina’s office and prepare our presentation.” Liara sounds decided, and I shrug. I don’t need her with me to visit Ashley, and she’s right that we need to know what we’re going to tell them.
“And you?” Bailey looks at James.
“I’m just a tourist here. I’ll try to stay out of trouble.”
Before we can discuss anything else, Bailey’s communicator beeps. “Chief, we need you up in the diplomatic offices. Some sort of trouble outside the Elcor embassy could use your presence.”
“I’ll be there.” He shuts down his comm., and looks at me. “It’s like this all the time. I’ll see you later, Shepard.”
We disperse. Liara heads to Councillor Udina’s office, and I feel a little sympathy that she’ll have to deal with him, tempered by the knowledge that she volunteered for it. James heads down to the Wards after mumbling something about getting a drink, and I’m fairly sure he’ll be in a bar frequented by Alliance soldiers within the hour.
Meanwhile I head up to the hospital. Huerta Memorial is named after the president of the UNAS, and it’s fair to say it’s a controversial name. President Huerta had a serious stroke a year or so ago, and spent several weeks in a coma. There are claims that he suffered serious brain damage, and that his cybernetic implants include a VI that is now operating his body without his brain’s input. The “cyborg zombie president” is a touchy subject, with mass protests and riots against him. That the anonymous donor who funded this insisted it be a ‘Memorial’ hospital implies they want to emphasise that the President is dead.
Not that the politics of the situation matter to me. I’m not even from UNAS. I’m here to check up on Ashley. In the lobby, I meet two doctors talking to each other. I assume Doctor Michel works here, but I do wonder about Doctor Chakwas. As I approach, Michel sees me coming. “Here she is.” She steps away, giving me privacy to talk to Chakwas.
Chakwas turns towards me. “Hello, Commander. It’s good to see you again.”
“You too, Doctor.” I hesitate a moment. “Ah, what are you doing on the Citadel?”
“Oh, I’m working at an Alliance R&D lab down in the Wards. When I heard about Ashley, I came up to see if I could be any help.”
“So the Alliance kept you in work after our little escapade?”
That makes me feel a little resentful. I was a prisoner for six months.“They didn’t seem to know what to do with me.” She sounds slightly amused. “I was officially on leave for the period, I was never involved in any Cerberus activity that the Alliance considered illegal, so I think they just decided to ignore everything.” Slightly less amused, she continues. “I suppose if they had decided to charge you with treason, I’d have had to insist on being tried as an accessory.”
“And they’ve got you doing R&D?”
“Yes. Useful work, but not really something I enjoy.”
“I remember you saying how you liked being on starships. You know, the Normandy doesn’t have a chief medic. Or any medic, come to think of it.”
“Is that an offer, Commander?” Now she definitely sounds amused.
“Get your gear, and take yourself down to the Normandy. Docking Bay D24. It’s good to have you back.”
“It’s good to be back, Commander.”
After we shake hands and Chakwas heads off, I go over to Doctor Michel. “Hello, Doctor. You’re looking well.”
“I am. Chief Physician at the most prestigious hospital on the Citadel. It’s a long way from my little clinic down in the Wards, and I owe it to you. If you hadn’t helped me out with Fist’s thugs and then with Banes, I’d never have got here.” She sighs. “But I suppose you want to hear about Commander Williams rather than reminisce.”
“How is she, Doc?”
“It could go either way. We’ve operated to reduce the swelling in her brain and that went well, but until she wakes up we’ve no way to tell what the damage might be. Scans show there is some, but brain injuries are hard to predict. She’s in excellent physical condition, which should help.”
“Can I see her?”
“There’s no reason why not. Of course, she is still in a coma, induced this time. I’ll get a nurse to take you.”
Williams’ room is a side one, with a large window overlooking the Presidium Ring that will give her an excellent view when she recovers. That she will is not in question. I sit down, and look at her for a moment. Her face is bruised and swollen, and some of her hair is gone, but she doesn’t look that different. “Hey, Ash.” She can’t hear me, but I’m still going to talk to her. “You know, I was pretty angry with you on Mars. When you expressed your doubts about me loyalty, well... But the thing is, right now you’re hurt and all I can think is that I want you to get better. We were friends once, and you still matter to me. You’re a fighter, Ash, and this war is going to need fighters. I don’t care whether you wake up hating me, but we’re going to need you. So get well, Ash.”
On the way to Udina’s office, I pass Bailey’s. When I hear a raised voice inside, I poke my head around the door. He’s got Khalisah in there! Not sadly, under arrest. She appears to be trying to get an interview with the Council, and it’s his job to say no. From what I overhear, she may be pushing a line about the Council being against humanity because they won’t let her interview them. Bailey sounds thoroughly weary as he tells her that the Council is just a little busy, what with the war, and isn’t giving interviews to anyone. When she threatens to camp out until she gets it, his rejoinder amuses me. “I hope you brought a sleeping bag.”
She spots me as she leaves. “Commander Shepard! Commander, humanity has questions. I insist...” With the door closing in her face, I don’t hear what she insists.
I talk to Bailey for a while, commiserating with him over having to play gatekeeper for the Council. He has n interesting insight into conditions on the Citadel. Even though refugees from worlds the Reapers have attacked are arriving, even they seem to want to act as if everything will get back to normal. The Citadel residents want to ignore that a war is happening, and manage to do so a lot of the time. That could make my job, getting support for Earth, hard. I also find out how he got to be Commander of C-Sec, and that it was mostly down to Udina pushing for it. When I suggest he could have refused, he points out that while I might be able to get away with refusing Udina, he has to live on the Citadel. We part, rather gloomily, after he mentions how his ex-wife and children are somewhere on Earth.
Udina isn’t actually present, but his asari secretary is waiting for me. She sends me up to the Council Chambers, where the Council is in session. Udina is, as seems to be his style, trying to browbeat them. “Earth is under attack! The Council must respond.”
Tevos doesn’t sound happy. “We are all facing difficulties, Councillor. The Reapers threaten all of us.”
“But Earth is the first Council homeworld to be attacked. We are facing the brunt of the attack!”
“According to
your reports, perhaps.” Trust Valern to express the opinion of salarian intelligence.
Udina looks as if he’s about to burst a blood-vessel, till Liara shakes her head slightly at him. I decide to intervene. “The rports are true. I was on Earth when the Reapers attacked.”
“Commander Shepard.” Tevos doesn’t sound too happy to see me, either. “It may be so. Even so, what would you have us do? The Reapers press on our borders as well.”
“We aren’t going to get anywhere if we spend all our time looking after our own problems. The Reapers are too powerful for any of us to deal with alone.”
“So we should just send our forces to Earth and leave our worlds unprotected?” Tevos is definitely hostile to that idea.
“That’s not what we’re asking for.” I almost sigh, but that would be likely to offend someone we need on our side.
“You have a plan?” It’s the first time Sparatus has spoken, which is unusual considering his normal hostility to humans.
“We do.” I look at Liara. “Something we discovered in the Prothean archive on Mars.”
Liara takes up the tale, activating her omni-tool and displaying the device we came across. “This is a device the Protheans were trying to build during their war with the Reapers. Something they hoped would change the course of the war. According to Admiral Hackett’s experts, it is within our capabilities, but it would require your help.”
“The Protheans were defeated by the Reapers. What good did this device do them?” I think Tevos would like to disregard this.
“It wasn’t finished. There was a component missing. This, here.” Liara highlights a section of the display. “The Protheans simply ran out of time.”
Valern has been studying his omni-tool. “It would be a mammoth undertaking.”
“Yes.” I’m aware of that. “That’s why we would need the Council to support it.”
They look at each other, and then the Valern shakes his head slightly. Tevos gives a small nod in reply, and turns back to me. “The sad truth is that we have too many problems of our own to provide assistance at this time. Perhaps, when we have secured our borders, we may be able to give further consideration to helping with this device.”
Well, that’s extremely stupid. Not entirely unpredictable, though. As I’m about to go, Udina calls over to me. “Shepard. Meet me in my office. I’ll catch up with you.”
When Udina storms in, I’m seat on a corner of his desk. He certainly wants to vent. “They’re blind, stupid fools, Shepard.” He stomps over to the window and leans on the sill. “Humanity may have a place on the Council, but we’ll always be seen as second-rate. You saw how they dismissed me in there. Well, I may not be able to do much now, but rest assured I will not be counted out forever.”
“This whole ‘Council races stand on their own’ is going to be a problem with the Reapers here. None of us have the resources to stand them off alone. What are they thinking?”
“They’re thinking about their own people and how to protect them best.” Both of us whirl round at the unexpected, Turian, voice. Councillor Sparatus is standing there, and gives me the expression that on a human would be called a wintry smile. “Commander.”
“Councillor.” If he’s being polite, so will I. “Can we help you?”
“Yes. And I can help you. I know how to get the support you need for Earth.”
“What do we need to do?” Udina’s voice is sharp, but hopeful.
“The Reapers are attacking Palaven.” For a moment, Sparatus looks less stoic. “The Primarch is trapped there. The Normandy is one of the few vessels that might be capable of getting him out.”
“So far, I’m hearing how
we can help
you.” My tone comes out sharper than I’d like. “Not the other way around.”
“If you rescue the Primarch, the Hierarchy will be grateful. Not to mention the Primarch himself will owe you a debt, Commander. He had already proposed a meeting of government leader to decide a strategy for this war. If you make it possible, it’s quite likely that he’ll decide supporting Earth is in everyone’s interest. And swing Turian support behind this project your asari proposed as well.”
“Makes sense.” Although it’s interesting that what he proposes basically sidelines him, and if others agree the rest of the Council too. “All right, what information have you got? Where can we find the Primarch?”
“The last communication I had said Fedorian has been evacuated to Menae.” When I blink, he adds, “Palaven’s largest moon. That report is several hours old, and we know that Reaper forces are landing on Menae too. You’ll need to contact the Admiral in charge of the space forces still fighting in the system. He may have more information. I’ll make sure he knows to expect you and to co-operate. The rest is up to you, Commander.” He starts towards the door, and then pauses. “Incidentally, I’ve been asked to inform you that the Council has agreed to sustain your Spectre status. Do what needs doing, Shepard.”
That was strange. Udina remarks on it too. “It’s a strange day when the turians are the least hostile race to humanity. Still, they need you. Use that.”
“How about the other Councillors? What’s your read on them?”
“Tevos is dedicated to the asari. She’s like a mother tiger trying to protect her cubs. Valern is out of his depth. The salarians like there wars won before they start.”
“I suppose the other races aren’t so important.”
“No. But they can still help. Humanity has won a few friends over the years. Now I politic, call in favours, make promises, offer bribes, and do everything I can to get assets for your project and Hackett’s fleet.”
“You must have a lot of power.”
“Arcturus was one of the first places the Reapers attacked in human space. Parliament, the government, are gone. I have more power than any human being in history. I can literally move mountains.” He looks sharply at me. “Don’t forget that, Commander, because the task before us is literally moving worlds.”
“You must have known a lot of people on Arcturus. I’m sorry.” Damn, I’m starting to feel sympathy for Udina now.
“A huge number, on a first name basis. I had a second VI just to keep track of their anniversaries. Monstrous to think they’re all gone. And of course there are all the people on Earth as well, though that’s less... personal.”
“It’s not going to get better soon.” I sigh. “I better get started. The turians are going to want their primarch back.”
“Do that. I’ll be here if you need to see me.”
On the way back to the Normandy, I tell Joker to make sure the crew is aboard. So it’s a bit of a surprise when I reach the waiting area on the dock to find an ensign with a Normandy ship badge being interrogated by a news reporter. “But you’re from the Normandy, aren’t you. Is it true that Commander Shepard is on board? That she escaped from Earth after the Reaper attack. Why would she be here if she wasn’t meeting the Council?”
“I’m sorry, ma’am.” At least he’s keeping his head. “I can’t confirm or deny any rumours you might have heard.”
The reported has good peripheral vision. “You don’t need to. Here she is.” She steps over to me. “Commander Shepard.” She holds her hand out. “I’m Diana Allers, Alliance News Network. I’m a reporter on a show called Battlespace, showing conflicts and talking to military heroes from all around the galaxy.”
“I suppose you want an interview.”
“Better than that. My chief has ordered us to find an Alliance warship we can do embedded reporting from, and I want my ship to be the Normandy.”
She sounds enthusiastic. “Why would I want to allow that?”
“Wars can be won on the cutting room floor, Commander, and this is a war that needs to be one. I won’t take up much space, my gear is entirely portable. You’ll have full editorial control over anything I broadcast.” She hesitates. “I know you’ve had some bad experiences with reporters in the past, but I won’t give you any problems. I just want to get people to support the Alliance.”
I think for a moment. “All right. We can give it a try. Get your gear on board. We’re moving out within an hour.”
“How much can I bring?”
“Whatever you need for your broadcasts, and one footlocker. If you need help, I’ll have a deckhand assist you.”
“Understood, Commander.” Her salute, well meant, is nevertheless something she shouldn’t do.
Overheard on the Citadel:
Turian: “They’re shipping us out later today. To the battle zones on Palaven.”
Asari: “I’ll send you a holo-message every day.”
Turian: “I don’t know if you’ll be able to do that. There are strict limits on how much we can communicate. They want to keep channels free for military material.”
Asari: “But… how am I supposed to keep in touch with you?”
Turian: “We’re supposed to be allowed one personal communication a week.”
Asari: “All right. I’ll make sure to include the children when I speak to you.”
Turian: “Good. I’ll try to reply when I can.”
Asari: “Well, that shouldn’t be hard. It’s not as if you’re going to be on the front line. Yours is an engineering unit. You’ll be building fortifications in the rear.”
Turian: “Yes, but that doesn’t mean we won’t be in combat. Sometimes the front will come to us, and there’s also the fact that they will sometimes want us to assault enemy fortifications. That’s what they’ve trained us for.”
Asari: “But… You’ve done your service. Surely they wouldn’t put you at risk like that.”
Turian: “Serving the Hierarchy is what we do. Listen, I’ve been thinking. If you don’t hear from me, try to take the children and get away from here. This “Sanctuary Project” that’s being advertised. A place to hide from the Reapers. Try to get on that.”
Asari: “All right. I’ll look into it.”
Turian: “Good.”
Edited by Bluenose, 29 March 2012 - 04:36 AM.