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#1 Qwinn

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 03:54 AM

I'd like to apologize for the drama of a couple of days ago. I've got a latin temper when confronted with fools, and in that situation, it was idiot overload.

I could go on rebuking the ridiculous BS from "over there" (like repeatedly describing posts between 3-9 lines long as "walls of text" <_< ), but really, the vast majority over there, with very few exceptions, are beneath contempt. It can be hard to remember at the time, but their goal is to create drama, and if they have to slander to do it, they've got no problems with that. They say Imitation is the Highest Form of Flattery, but being reviled by that crowd comes a pretty close second. After thinking about it for a while, I realized that if they liked me over there, that'd be far more reason to worry. I now rightly consider their hate and mockery a badge of honor. I just sometimes have trouble remembering the first rule of the flame war: "consider the source".

Really, other than missing the occasional post from Annie Carlson and ghostdog, no longer going over there has yielded a 100% improvement in my overall mood. Even when there was no drama, just reading the idiocy, nihilist oneupmanship and continuous self-congratulatory trolling was enough to sour my mood. No more slumming for me. Lesson learned. To those others who've been pulled into the sickness like I was, I can't recommend breaking free from it enough.

Some of you had very kind things to say in that deleted thread (especially you, KungFuMan), and I really appreciate it and thank everyone for them. Sorry for the drama. You know, for the crowd over there that supposedly despises and mocks drama, they sure go the hell out of their way to needlessly antagonize people to create as much of it as possible (and then conveniently blame it on their targets, heh... something pretty disturbed about that. What the hell is a troll but someone who revels in creating drama? And they brag about successful trolling. And when they succeed in creating drama, they mock their targets for it as if it was all their target's idea to start it? Whatever. I'm quite glad I can't understand their motives and hypocrisy, if I did I'd be worried.)

Anyways, it was my fault for letting myself get sucked into their bottomless need to create drama, and I apologize to everyone here who had to witness it. My bad. Won't happen again.

Actually, I'm glad this all happened, because I was having trouble getting into full gear working my other job - without the desire to go forum-browsing, my work output increased by like 1000%, heh. And I gotta stay in that full gear for a long while. So my attention to the mods will be light, only responding to your guy's reports and posts (including you, scient), but gonna pass on doing my own research and testing for a while. Bring on the reports, though, I'd hate to miss any. But no worries, version 4.0 will live on. Thanks again to everyone here for their support.

Qwinn

Edited by Qwinn, 21 July 2009 - 04:42 AM.


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Posted 21 July 2009 - 05:06 AM

This just made my day :)

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 05:51 AM

I could go on rebuking the ridiculous BS from "over there" (like repeatedly describing posts between 3-9 lines long as "walls of text" dry.gif ), but really, the vast majority over there, with very few exceptions, are beneath contempt. It can be hard to remember at the time, but their goal is to create drama, and if they have to slander to do it, they've got no problems with that.

Slander? You tried to slander Drog's work, and now you're slandering the RPG Codex, the oldest and largest cRPG community on the web.

I hope, your arms aren't hurting from all this patting yourself on the back.

Have a good day.

P.S. Here's the thread on the Codex, if anyone's interested in finding out what actually happened:
http://www.rpgcodex....pic.php?t=34656

#4 Qwinn

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 06:40 AM

Ah, the first troll has arrived. Let it be understood now that further visitations from the pit will be deleted.

However, that post brings up two points worth responding to, so I will, but after that I'm done. And this time it actually -will- be a "wall of text", so I can close this matter for good. My first on the subject, actually, unlike the dozen or so 3 to 9 line posts you guys ridiculously raged were "walls of text" to make your "butthurt" meme stick.

Now, while there were other examples, what I think of in making my accusation of slander rests on baseless and unprovoked accusations from Drog of "OCD" and "Narcissist", even pulling out inapplicable definitions from medical texts (yes, gang, typing 5 letters is "time consuming", if you're missing three fingers from each hand, maybe). He admitted that it was trolling, accusations of mental illness tossed around, not because he meant them, but purely because he wanted to piss me off. Because pissing people off is -fun-. If you're an angry child. Whatever.

Now, on the Drog's patch issue - let it be noted that I made my accusation -here-, -after- my final post on the Codex, specifically directed to Drog because he saw fit to start reposting every post in its entirety over there, so I thought I'd leave him a present. The point is that you're presenting it as if my slamming Drog's patch -started- the whole thing, which is false. I ended the matter with it. Big difference.

I will apologize to Drog to this extent: I said his patches sucked because they did not make me enjoy a game that I didn't enjoy before he came along to fix the bugs. That's excessively harsh. He can only do so much with what he was given. I went in hoping the game would be better enough that I'd enjoy it more, and I was disappointed, but that's enough to say the patch is meh, not enough to say it "painfully sucks". "Painfully sucks" would have made it -worse-, and no, his patch did not make it worse in any way that I could tell, so that was unfair. So I retract that part of my comments, which for the record were made after a great deal of gratuitous provocation. But the fact that he's willing to -try-, and for free, and put the time in should be respected.

However, my -specific- criticisms upon which he claims I slandered him were radically misinterpreted. I never meant to imply that he has not fixed major bugs, of course he has, just that in my experience some major bugs remained. My example was the painting quest. Drog insists it isn't a bug, and when I say he was butthurt when I reported it, that's what I'm referring to, his protestations that it was working as intended seemed to me highly defensive. I looked at it myself, and I simply disagree with him, but he does not appear willing to even consider the possibility of rational disagreement. So if I say he failed to fix a major bug, he simply says it's not a bug and therefore I've slandered him. Why do I say it's a bug? The ogre's dialogue makes no sense as it exists, and there exist plenty of dialogue lines that cannot be reached when it is in fact most appropriate for them to appear. Out of like 4 situations where that dialogue should have appeared, it only appeared in the most inappropriate of the bunch, and otherwise the ogre just showed you the hand when you had -more- reason to get his attention. (In fact, if I recall correctly, isn't it impossible to have any dialogue with him -at all- in the game as shipped? If I remember right, Drog fixes it only so far as to restore the line in one situation when it clearly needs to appear in like 4. I think so, but been a while and I don't care to review... my point stands whether I'm right on that detail or not). I don't think they wrote that dialogue for no reason. I think it was, you know, crazy thought, intended to be read when it made sense to do so. That to me says "bug", or at least "clearly unfinished", which IMO is the same thing. But the fact that I do consider it to be a bug doesn't seem to matter, my disagreement can't be sincere, I must therefore be lying.

Maybe the disagreement is due to the nature of the games we each work on. The game I'm modding was released early, in an unfinished state, so I'm more willing to look at things and say "this clearly wasn't finished", and I finish it. Does that not apply to Arcanum? Considering the number of bugs Drog has found, I'd be surprised, but maybe Troika got to spend all the time they wanted on polishing stuff like this up, and content as unfinished as this is so rare that he's unused to going "that far" to resolve them.

That's a fair justification for the way he does things, but it's still a flaw, IMO. Frankly, I think Drog is too hesitant to fix major issues in the game. He could greatly improve it if he were to apply a freer hand in finishing content that was clearly intended but left unfinished for whatever reason.

That's my opinion of his pack. I went too far in saying it "painfully sucked", but my specific criticisms stand. If he still maintains the painting thing wasn't a bug, he can do so, but he can do so in the context of disagreement, not in "he's lying".

If it will hopefully end this matter, I will say that there is no reason -not- to install Drog's patch, and if you like vanilla Arcanum a lot (I didn't), it will probably improve your experience. It didn't make me like it, the game (patched or not) has IMO got good features but they're drowned by some bad ones, and it could be a great game if they were dealt with. Drog doesn't consider fixing 'em as part of his mission. That's fine. But my opinion that it doesn't do enough (with the painting bit as what I consider a good example) stands.

Now, it's time to end this. Drog admitted to actively trying to create the entire drama that resulted, intentionally slandering me in order to provoke it. He's got brass balls to complain about the result. A "drama queen" is someone who revels in and likes to create drama, which was Drog's express excuse for his slander. So look in the mirror when you toss that "drama queen" accusation around, Drog.

And with that, I'm done with giving any more attention the -entire- stupid f'ing dramatic ordeal. Any more attempts to troll here will be moderated.

Qwinn

Edited by Qwinn, 21 July 2009 - 06:44 AM.


#5 Kulyok

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 07:31 AM

You are applying dozens of nonnegotiable, nonoptional changes into PS:T fixpack. In my opinion, they damage the game - one of the best games ever created. Okay, it's your mod - don't like it, don't play it. The bad thing is, if your fixpack didn't exist, someone else might have come, but it's an old game, after all. But you badger people who do normal fixpacks, tell them their mods suck, and try to convince them to go your way? I'd say it's you who is out of line.

As for baiting people on other forums, look at mprilla and Moongaze, Sikret and SlidMang0 here. Some of them are fine modders. But over the years they've been referenced in multiple threads, multiple times - because they created their reputations for themselves. I fear you created yours.

#6 Qwinn

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 07:42 AM

In my opinion, they damage the game


Specifics, please.

And Kulyok, I have -often- asked you to elaborate on your previous objections, and you have invariably refused to do so. I think I've been pretty open to poster feedback, but if you want one out of two or three nay votes in a poll that has twenty yes votes to win the day, you need to at least try to make your case.

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#7 Tassadar88

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 07:45 AM

I am glad to see you look at it from perspective. Hell, almost everyone I know has got a handle. The guys over at RPGC kept pulling for a long time, ended it in a final grand mactruck style tug and you snapped - understandable. To diss anyone´s modding attempts is not something I would do (and in fact, saying someone´s attempt at fixing something in his own time "painfully sucks" goes a long way) but when you apologized and offered reasonable constructive criticism, cool. You actually found something positive in the whole thing :) Now let´s just see how many of the RPGC bashers decide they miss you so much already that they will come looking for you here :whistling:

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#8 the vanished one

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 08:28 AM

My two cents: Qwinn, you should take the Codex less seriously. Do they mock you because you sign your posts? Ignore them, and keep ignoring them. The Codex is a fun place, but tolerates trolling and loves drama, and it won't change for you.
Once again I thank you for your mods, I am really grateful for all the work you've done. But Drog did a fantastic job as well, and you are criticizing his patch on flimsy bases. His patching philosophy is "fixes only", and he has a separate pack for restored content. That's fine, that's good for common players and purists alike. He fixed thousands of bugs. Saying that "he doesn't do enough" is unjust.

Now let´s just se how many of the RPGC smart guys decide they miss you so much already that they will come looking for you here...

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Edited by the vanished one, 21 July 2009 - 08:30 AM.


#9 Qwinn

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 08:39 AM

Honestly, I really don't have a problem with his patch. I said what I did because there, for the first time, I wanted to fight fire with fire. He deliberately said something nasty and untrue to piss me off, and I wanted something nasty and untrue to piss him off. So I dug into what minor objections I had that I had previously left unvoiced, and used 'em. Yeah, it was childish, and I'm not proud of it, and I apologized, and it'll be my first and final time trolling someone even in retaliation. Apparently, though, when Drog deliberately trolls Qwinn, if Qwinn gets pissed, he's "butthurt", but if after pages of it Qwinn responds in kind, everyone's outraged on Drog's behalf. Sigh. At least there's no double standards going on.

The only reason I bothered to go into the detail I did on -this- thread is to counter the charge that the -specific- objections I raised were "slander". They weren't. I do believe my criticisms are valid (aside from the overall condemnation, which I've apologized enough for), but had I not been provoked, I would've never voiced them.

Let me be clear: I do believe the painting thing is a bug that should be in a patch. Even by a purist definition of what a patch should be. I'm a programmer by trade, and I understand that ALL bugs are a result of "clearly unfinished" code. Something can be unfinished by a single byte, or by several lines and triggers. But the latter is a bug as much as the former... saying "I'm only going to fix bugs if I can do it with a one byte patch" is an artificial restraint.

The question hinges on divining -intent- based on what you can see available. That's an art, not a science. I've gone to -great- lengths and long posts to explain why I think every change I've made represents designer intent. A very few changes have been a result where fixing one thing (even of the "obvious single byte error" variety) causes something else to go out of whack by enabling an unbalanced feature that wasn't there before, and those are regrettable but necessary if the initial bug is to be fixed without screwing things up. I've gone to -great- lengths to explain those as much as I can. The argument I'm most open to is "I think they meant it to be the way it was for this and this reason". And I have reverted changes based on good such arguments. *shrug* But if I think a fix I make is based on designer intent, and explain it, and most people agree but one individual drops a turd in the thread saying "I hate it" and won't explain -why- they think the intent was otherwise, well, that's not gonna convince me all that much.

As for ignoring the Codex going forward, believe me, that's not a problem. I didn't slander anything there. Drog himself says the motto of the place is "we're a bunch of angry c***s". I'm not going to apologize for agreeing or for not thinking that's a good thing.

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Edited by Qwinn, 21 July 2009 - 08:54 AM.


#10 Daulmakan

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 01:40 PM

Please forgive my ignorance, but what exactly did spurr this on? AFAIK, Qwinn's comment's regarding Drog's patch for Arcanum were made after the original disagreement, so what is it?

I want to believe this did not come to be merely for ending posts with your username?

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 02:57 PM

Damn, It's only now that I learn that all of this took place. I almost never look at general discussion because it's 99% 4chan idiocy. You really shouldn't take them seriously.

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 04:45 PM

its good to know codexers will be able to enjoy version 4.0 of your fabulous mod

its good to know you still care

*hugs*

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 07:09 PM

I am a big proponent of freedom of speech, but creating usernames and spamming posts are pretty clearly offlimits:

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Just a friendly warning. Please stay on topic and within bounds. By bounds, I mean "as they pertain to the usage agreement at SHS".

I have moved three posts to admin for review. If they are ruled within bounds, they can be restored.

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#14 Avenger_teambg

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Posted 21 July 2009 - 10:49 PM

OMG, cool. This is THE spirit of the old modding days.
mprilla! wow, i just needed to remember that name.
I was just asked yesterday: what were the modding days like in the golden ages.
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Posted 22 July 2009 - 09:34 AM

OMG, cool. This is THE spirit of the old modding days.
mprilla! wow, i just needed to remember that name.
I was just asked yesterday: what were the modding days like in the golden ages.


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Posted 22 July 2009 - 03:37 PM

I'm usually just a lurker around here, but I gotta voice some support for Qwinn. I read a few pages of the thread in question (I really didn't have the patience to read nearly the whole thing) and a couple of things are pretty clear to me. There is definitely a lot of trolling going on there, and a lot of REVELING in how much fun they're having provoking reactions and pissing Qwinn off. It's childish, and not a common feature of moderated forums, at least not any that I would frequent.

And not that you need the validation, Qwinn, but there's a regular member of the main forum I do post on that has the same habit of following all of his posts with his name, Jim. Far from eliciting ridicule and charges of pretension, nobody says anything about it at all (being completely trivial as you say), and for my part, it actually personalizes his posts IMO. He also happens to be a really nice, modest guy, despite the fact that he's actually a nationally recognized artist.

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Posted 22 July 2009 - 04:48 PM

Well, about the signing name under once name... well I would say that as the "Qwinn" doesn't actually mean anything else than just his user name, a name that doesn't mean it self anything as far as I can tell... it might be seen as non-intelligent remainder. One that may begin to nag people if seen too often.

Now, I personally have nothing against those features, and in appropriate situations can use them, but not in every post or situation. Then, I would say that if you wish to keep the habit, you should make it alive, intelligent and meaningful... and you do that by adding something to it, like say the mood your are currently on, or adjective that overall describes your intention with the post. --> It becomes intelligent, alive and perhaps even meaningful.

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#18 Tolknaz

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Posted 24 July 2009 - 01:13 AM

What can change the nature of codex? Seriously, general discussion there is a breeding pond for worst kind of lowlifes, assholes, degenerates and dumbfucks imaginable. Getting angry at them is a bit pointless in my opinion. You need to level up and get a thicker skin. Drog teaming up with the mob that lynched you was a bit surprising to me, because he definately has a history of drama at the codex himself. Guess he wanted to be on the "winning" side this time.

Edited by Tolknaz, 24 July 2009 - 01:15 AM.


#19 AnnabelleRose

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Posted 25 July 2009 - 07:33 PM

Why is this thread still public?

Seriously, it is nothing but a drama magnet that spawns Quinn-CLones who get their posts deleted.

Do we really want to go back to the dark days of modding?

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Posted 25 July 2009 - 08:54 PM

Why is this thread still public?

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Do we really want to go back to the dark days of modding?

Because deleting or censoring it is exactly what would have happened in the "dark days of modding." MTS, you should know SHS and me well enough by now to realize that we're not simply going to ignore situations like this. I feel your above post would have been better suited in a PM, and if you have additional comments, I'd rather you send me one of those instead of posting again.

For the rest of the (prospective) participants in this topic, I only have one request: Please do not feed the troll.

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