Posted 28 June 2003 - 08:07 PM
After the first test in Throne of Bhaal, after defeating Gavin.
Tashia looks down at the ground, rubbing her foot over the various sigils that appeared on the ground after the defeat of the various souls seeking vengeance due to their demise at the hands of .
"Retribution..." she whispers quietly.
Tashia then raises her head up, taking a glance at the endless sky up above her, before raising her hand to her brow, and rubbing the wrinkle that slowly appears.
Option 1:
You walk up behind Tashia, sliding your arms reassuring around her, allowing your presence to comfort her. For the briefest of seconds, as you gaze her fair face, she seems to have aged as she continues to stare at the killing fields. After all, what more can be said for such a long string of deaths by your hands.
Option 2:
You walk up to Tashia, and look at the sigils on the ground as well. Leaning down, you feel that the markings are cold to the touch, much colder than the rest of your hideaway here in the planes. Raising your head, you turn and tell Tashia, "It was us or them...they didn't give us much choice..."
Option 3:
"It was us or them..." you say, a bit of disgust crawling in your voice, "They could have backed down...you would think that the more and more we did...that they would get wise. Hell, Sarevok learned not to underestimate me, and yet these fools kept coming and coming, as if throwing themselves on our blades..."
If Option 1, then go to A.
If Option 2, then go to B.
If Option 3, then go to C.
A:
Tashia moves in closer to you, taking comfort in your silence, her hand slipping down into yours, and squeezing it tight. She continues to look a bit haunted, and then she turns her head to look up at your face.
"Just how much longer is it going to last?" she asks, her voice a bit breathless, and that's when you notice a tear running down her cheek, her normal ebullient self stifled but the recent actions.
Option 4:
Running your finger under her eye, you wipe away the tear, and say, "I don't know...gods above...I wish this would stop as much as you..."
You would allow a tear to slide down your face, and whisper, "Its funny...when I started out...I was so eager for adventure...but the tales always seem to gloss over the losses...over the sorrows...people get...and that's assuming some of them survive...how many times do people go missing...and that's the last of that..."
Refocusing your thoughts, you say, "But...if there is a way I can stop it...I promise you...I will..."
Option 5:
Tashia isn't bearing up well under the strain. As you hold her speculatively, she seems to shift even closer into your arms, and a part deep within your soul writhes away from this enforced intimacy, and you feel a small tinge of disgust from that part. Better to end it now, rather than continue a relationship with someone who is unable to steel herself with the deeds yet to come...
"Tashia...maybe it would be best if we separated...if this little display was enough to make you start to doubt yourself...to doubt me, then we should end this before we get to far. With all that can still happen, I can't take my chances on someone who may or may not be there to protect my back..."
If Option 4, then go to D.
If Option 5, then go to E.
B:
Tashia nods at your words, and she replies, "Yeah...I know..."
Then she cocks her head at your rather neutral, if unfeeling response, speculation on her face "But what was the purpose of all this? That Gavin said it was souls seeking retribution...but your brother Sarevok said this place was created by yourself...for yourself...to test yourself...so...why would
Option 6:
You answer, "I don't know Tashia...I'm sorry if I seemed a bit not myself there...I just have a lot on my mind...yeah...the whole tests...its not different than when we faced Irenicus...but...maybe...as a warning..."
Pausing, staring into her green eyes, you say, "I mean...all we do is fight...there has to be a limit to it...I don't know...this gave me a lot to think about...but very little answers..."
Option 7:
You answer, "This was a test...a test for myself...that being if I look back...then my past will drag me down..."
Shaking your head, you add, "As if to say...I have to look forward to the future...otherwise, the past will bury me...in a pile of self-recriminations...or self-doubt..."
Shrugging, you finish, "Though I'm far from certain..."
If Option 6, then go to F.
If Option 7, then go to G.
C:
Tashia turns around on , but she seems more sad than angry at his declaration, and she says, "Is that all they are to you? Simply fools? How many of them truly had a choice? Oh sure, Irenicus, Bodhi...a few...a sizable few, I will agree...had total control of their actions...but what of the others? Many of them were defending their own homes...or else they were spurred on. Please, spare me the simple excuse that 'they were evil.' I know that they were our enemies, and most of the time it was kill or be killed, but doesn't it strike you as a waste? Just how much longer this will continue?"
Glancing back at the killing fields she says, "Is this new callousness the taint from within...or is it coming from you directly?"
She glances once more, awaiting an answer.
Option 8:
You glance at her, steeling yourself as you answer "What does it matter? The only thing that is important is that we lived. Maybe its taken me a long time for me to figure out, but
if people want to keep on wasting their lives by continuous pointless attacks, then let them...life is hard enough without us worrying about how their situations..."
Option 9:
You apologize, and your face softens as you say, "I'm sorry Tashia...I...didn't mean for it to come out sounding so harsh...but it is wearying on me. The dreams are getting stronger, you know that? Of course, it stands to reason...when I go to sleep here in my father's realm, they're even stronger...and its even harder for me to keep them out...I have to steel my mind...and my emotions...please...bear with me..."
If Option 8, then go to H.
If Option 9, then go to I.
D:
Tashia seems heartened by your words, and she puts up a smile on her face, though its obvious that it doesn't quite reach as is its normal wont, and she kisses you again, then says, "I believe in you...if there is a way to stop all this...you will find it..."
She lays her head on your shoulder, as she says, "You saved me...heh...I guess I've said that before, but that doesn't make it any less true...if there is anything I can do for you...even if its just being there for you as you were there for me...let me know...come, let's see if we can finish this..."
(End dialogue)
E:
Tashia grows angry now, and she stamps a foot as she says, "So...I'm weak...is that what your saying? Just because I don't wish to harden myself to what is going on? Well, this may come as a shock to you...but these ghosts...these beings were those you've killed...you heard your brother Gavin...these weren't the ones I've slain...so, go ahead...squash that last small part of yourself that makes you decent...don't say anything further...you won't have to worry about my emotions any further..."
(End romance)
F:
Tashia nods, and a bit of relief floods through her face as she gives your arm a gentle squeeze, and turns to exit the room, saying, "Let's see if we can find some of those answers..."
(End Dialogue)
G:
Tashia gives out a sharp laugh, though it is obvious that she is less than pleased with the declaration, and she says, "Well...that is a way to obfuscate the issue, now isn't it..."
She shrugs, as she steps forward, her earlier emotional initial outburst hidden deep within, giving the impression that some distance has been placed between the both of you...
(End Dialogue)
H:
Tashia's face hardens, as she says, "I see...I guess you answered my question. It really doesn't matter whether its the taint or you...or a combination of both...you've decided to harden your heart..."
She glances up at you, and she says, "I'm sorry...it was bad enough when Arilistan turned on me...I am not going to go through that again..."
(End Romance)
I:
Tashia looks at you, and this time she tentatively wraps her arms around you, and while your body reacts to her presence, the tension draining from you, there is an intimacy that is lacking, and then she pulls away.
"Okay..." she says, a sad smile tugging at her lips, "I can bear it...for a while...but I can't do so forever..."
(End Dialogue)
"I read about the evils of drinking, so I gave it up." "You gave up drinking?" "No, I gave up reading..."